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LOVERS turn to be BESTFRIENDS..

  Siguro itong aking love story ay kakaiba, napapansin ko din kasi na kapag nagbabasa ako ng love stories, puro bestfriends turn to be lovers, maybe nakakakilig, pero para sakin hindi..

Tawagin natin sya sa pangalang CHAMPOY, siya ang lahat ng first ko, first holding hands, first hug, unang lalaki na pinakilala ko sa parents ko, and also first kiss ko, we’re senior student, at transferee lang sya nung 3rd yr kmi, nung una wala akong paki sa kanya, kahit pa lahat ng kaservice ko patay na patay sa kanya, kalevel ko sya that time, we’re both juniors, kaya sakin tinatanong ng mga kaservice ko kung anong name nya, gaya nga ng sabi ko wala akong paki sa kanya, oo, cute xa, chinito, hearthrob sa school, galing mag guitar, at kamukha ni CHAMP LUI PIO.. pero hindi ksi ako mahilig sa bands kaya nga hindi nya ko naakit ng charms nya, kaya lng maxado syang suplado, napapansin ko kasi, imbis na maflattered xa na may nagkakagusto sa kanya, naiinis pa sya, nung junior kami, hindi ko talaga sya kilala, as in kahit pangalan nya.. wla akong paki kung sino sya..

Pero nung magbakasyon kami sa Leyte, nanaginip ako.. sya.. si CHAMPOY.. sya yung napanaginipan ko, hindi ko sya kilala at imposibleng isipin ko sya, kasi nga diba sabi nila kapag lagi mong iniisip ang isang tao, mapapanaginipan mo, pero napaka impossible na isipin ko sya kasi nga hindi ko sya kilala, in my dream, nasa bus daw kami, tpos magkaholding hands, then pumunta kami sa school namin at inakbayan nya ko, tpos biglang may napakaliwanag na hindi ko alam, don kami papunta, then nagising na ko.. takang taka talaga ko, pero binalewala ko nalang..

Then, pasukan nanaman, we’re seniors na, nahiwalay ako sa barkada ko, 2 lang kami ng isa ko pang kabarkada, sad talaga ko kasi lahat ng kaklase ko, hindi ko close, as in hindi ko sila naging classmates, marunong naman kasi ako makisama kaya nka get along ako sa kanila, hanggang sa mameet ko si CHAMPOY, hindi ko sya classmate pero classmate sya ng barkada ko, lagi nya kong inaasar don sa friend nya kasi nalaman nya na may gusto ako don dati, evertytime na inaasar nya ko kay simon, imbis na kay simon ako nakatingin, sa kanya lng ako nakatitig, don ko lang sya napansin, ang cute pala talaga nya, hanggang sa napabarkada ko sa grupo nila, crush ko na siya non pero crush lang ksi may mahal ako nung time na yon, itago natin sya sa pangalang YAEL, heartthrob din si yael sa school namin, chinito din sya, maputi, gwapo, matangkad, magaling sumayaw at talagang pinagkakaguluhan ng mga girls at ng mga bading.. kaya lang hindi nya ko mahal, nung nalaman nya na may gusto ako sa kanya, umiiwas na sya, everytime na tumatawa sya at bigla akong makikita, tumatahimik sya agad, kaya lagi akong umiiyak. Nung time na yon, medyo close na kami ni CHAMPOY, lagi kaming nagkakatext, at minsan pa nagkukulitan sa school, pero may mahal din sya, si Iya, kaya lang hindi din sya mahal, pareho kami na may mahal at umiiyak dahil hindi kami kayang mahalin ng mahal namin, isang beses nga nakakwentuhan ko yung isa sa kabarkada namin..
“Jenalyn, lam mo siguro itinakda talaga kayo no champoy, tignan mo ah, pareho kayong nagmamahal ng hindi naman kayo mahal, baka talagang para kayo sa isat isa” sabi ni Chino sakin..
Sabi ko naman “lam mo, imposible na maging kami, magkaybigan lang talaga kami noh tsaka mahal na mahal nya si Iya”

Birthday ko, ininvite ko ang barkada, classmates at close friends ko..
Syempre ininvite ko din si Yael at Champoy…
Sa school palang, lahat ng classmates at friends ko binati ako,,
Except kay Yael, at ang sabi pa nya sakin..
“uy, mamaya ahh?”
Ibig sabihin mamaya daw sa bahay namin..
Medyo nalunglot ako..
Hanggang sa mapansin kong lagi silang magkausap ni Cela,
Pero hindi ko masyado pinansin, binalewala ko nalang..
Bandang 1 pm, napansin kong wala sa room naming si Yael,
Tinanong ko sya sa isa mga classmates namin,
Nasa Clinic daw..
Pumunta ko don..
“makakasama ka pa ba?”
“ewan ko lang, pinapauwi na kasi ako ehh, pero cge tatry ko,”
Medyo matamlay ang mukha nya, lalo na yung mga mata nya..
Uwian na.. pinauna ko na ung mga friends at classmates ko sa bahay..
Hihintayin pa don kasi naming sila Champoy, nagpraktis ksi w/ his band..
Kasama ko non si Yael..
“makakasama ka pa ba?”
“hindi na, hindi ko na kasi kaya ehh, nanlalambot na ko, tsaka ang taas na din ng lagnat ko”
Hinawakan ko sya sa leeg at noo, ang taas nga..
“sorry ahh.. next time nalang”
“wala ng next time, college na tayo next year..” pagtatampo kong sabi..
“hindi yan.. may next time pa sure ako…”
Biglang lumapit yung mga friends nyang girls..
Pero nakatingin pa din sya sakin..
Napansin ng mga kausap nya..
“pabayaan muna natin magusap sina Jena at Yael”
Naiiyak na ko non, kasi nga sya ung pinaka importante sa bday ko..
Nauna na kong lumabas sa school namin..
Nagulat ako kasi sinundan padin nya ko..
“Okay lang ba talaga sayo?”
“kahit naman hindi okay, may magagawa ba ko?”
Biglang sumingit si Cela
“Yael, gawin mo na kaya yung surprise mo?”
Surprise? Nagulat ako sa term na yon..
Sya may surprise sakin?
“kanina kasi kaya hindi ka nya binabati kasi plano nya don ka nya babatiin sa bahay nyo ng marameng marameng beses..”
Speechless ako non.. ng bigla syang nagsalita..
“Jena, happy birthday..” nakatitig sya, yung boses pa nya, talagang sweet..
Speechless for the second time, hindi talaga ako kumikibo..
“cge isa pa.. Happy Birthday”
Hindi parin ako kumibo..
“isa pa ahh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY..” super sweet.. as in..
Ngumiti nalang ako, pero may tampo pa din..
“Cge na umuwi ka na, magpahinga ka na”
“okay lang ba talaga?”
“may magagawa pa ba ko?”
Umalis na sya, umalis na din kami, hindi na naming hinintay sila Champoy..
Pero halos kasunod lang namin dumating sa bahay..
Pagkadating ko, tumawag agad ako Kayla Yael,,
Mommy nya nkausap ko, wala pa daw,
Nagulat ako kasi may sakit sya pero hindi pa sya umuuwi,
After an hour siguro, tumawag ulit ako, wala pa din..
Umiyak na ko, sabi ko masyado syang manloloko..
Nakita ni champoy ung pagiyak ko..
Hindi pa kami close nung time na yon..
Nalaman ko nalang nagka dengue si Yael..


Isang araw, nagpahula ako sa kaklase ko, parang solitaire, magbibigay ka ng 4 na name ng lalaki, binigay ko ung names nila champoy, yael, jess (bestfriend ko), at ken (bestfriend ko din)

“magtanong ka ng kahit na ano, example sino sa kanila yung makakaaway mo, manliligaw sayo, mafo fall sayo, ung ganon,,” sabi ni mhay
“uhmm, cge, sino sa kanila ang manliligaw sakin”
Lumabas ung card ni jess.. it means si jess yung sagot sa tanong ko
“ala, bestfriend ko yan, bat ganon, sige, eto naman, sino sa kanila ang magagalit sakin?”
Lumabas si champoy
Nalungkot ako, kasi talagang true friend ko na si champoy..
“sino sa kanila ung mafofall sakin?”
Lumabas si yael..
Gosh, tuwang tuwa talaga ko non, pero diba nga HULA lang yon kaya hndi ko masyado sineryoso..
At kung ano ano pa yung tinanong ko, then yung huling card na tinago ni mhay, yun daw yung taong magmamahal sakin,
Super tensed na ko non
Isip isip ko “sino kaya yung taong yon, sana si Yael,
Then lumabas sa baraha…
Si CHAMPOY.. waahh..
Gulat na gulat talga ko..
Pero hindi ko ulit sineryoso..
Hula lang naman yon diba..
Wala akong pinagsabihan non, kahit si champoy, hindi ko sinabi ung about sa hula..


Isang beses, nagpunta kaming lahat magbabarkada sa bahay nila chino, kain, laro, hindi pa kami talaga ganon kaclose ni champoy kaya si Adrian ung lagi kong kinukulit at nilalapitan, hinuhulog nya ko sa upuan kapag nakahiga ako, ginugulo ko sya kapag naglalaro sila ng chess at scrabble, ng biglang magsalita si Champoy..
“whuoy, jenalyn, nagseselos na si Shobe,”
Hindi ako sumagot kasi nandon yung boyfriend ni Shobe,
Akala ko joke lang ni champoy,
Kaya si adrian padin kinukulit ko,
Ng bigla nilang inasar sakin si champoy..
Tapos humiga sya sa lap ko…
Hinolding hands ako..
Hindi ako pumiglas kasi, gusto ko din..
Ganon pala feeling ng may kaholding hands.. haay…
Bigla syang nagsalita..
“uyy.. wala ng Yael ahh, puro ka nalang yael, iyak ka nlang ng iyak don”
“cge,, wla na ding Iya?”
Ngumiti lang sya..

UN na namin, isa ako sa napili na kakanta ng Isang Lahi, araw araw kaming nagpapraktis para lang sa UN.. e kasama namin don si champoy kaya araw araw kaming nagkukulitan, yung iba nga iniisip kami na, kasi naghoholding hands kami, sa loob ng school, nung UN na talga.. kinakabahan ako, kasi namamaos ako non, inakbayan nya ko..
“ano ka ba, kaya mo yan noh”
Ngumiti nalang ako..

Monday, pasukan na ulit, after UN..
Pagkatapos ng discussion namin sa Physics..
Biglang sinabi ng teacher namin..
“alam mo Jena, c Yael, cheer ng cheer sayo nung UN.. talon nga ng talon ehh,, sabi pa nya.. Jena ko yan,,”
Hindi ako naniwala, maaring chineer ako pero hindi nya masasabing Jena ko yan.. pero natuwa pa din ako..
“Jena totoo yon, katabi ko si yael non ehh..” sabi ng isa sa mga kaklase ko..
“oo nga.. narinig din namin.. chinicheer ka nya” sabi pa ng iba..
Medyo naniwala na ko..
At masaya kong sinabi kay champoy ang about don..
Tuwang tuwa ako habang kinikwento ko sa kanya yon..
Pero napansin ko hindi sya masaya..
Tpos nung uwian na hinila nya ko at ang sabi pa nya sakin..
“oh, yan na yung yael mo, cge na lapitan mo na.. yakapin mo na”
Nainis ako..
Sabi ko..
“edi pumunta ka din sa Iya mo”
At nag walkout ako, pero bumalik ako, nakita ko sya,
Tinatawag ko pero hindi ako pinapansin..
Pagkauwi ko, tinawagan ko sya sa bahay, wala pa daw,
Tinetext ko, hindi nagrereply..
Ng bigla syang na wrong send sakin..
Naiyak ako, kasi sakin hindi sya makapagtext..
Hindi ako pumasok for 2 days..
Gabi bago ng Halloween party namin..
Nagtxt sya, sabi nya kpag hnd daw ako ngreply, hindi nya sasabihin kung bakit sya nagalit..
Ngreply ako..
“bakit ka ba talaga nagalit huh?”
“kasi puro ka yael, nakakairita ng pakinggan..”
“aminin mo nga, bat ka naiirita?”
“kasi nagseselos ako!!”
Nagulat ako,, as in tlgang gulat na gulat..
Bigla syang nagsend ng pic msg..
Nkalagay I LOVE YOU..
“totoo ba ung nakalagay sa picmsg?”
“haay.. tuloy nasabi ko ng wala sa oras.. kita nalang tayo bukas ahh, hihintayin kita..”
Kinikilig talga ko.. hnd ko expect na ganon mangyayari..
Pumunta kaming buong barkada sa SM..
Nasa sinehan na kami non..
At don naging kami..
Masaya kami w/ each other.. pero hindi ko maitatanggi na may feelings pa din ako non kay yael..
Ng may binalita sakin si Cela..
“lam mo kinausap ako ni yael”
“weh? Anong sabi?”
“kinamusta ka, tapos.. ano.. hindi ko alam kung bad news ba ‘to sayo o good news..”
“ano ba yon?” curious kong tanong..
“sabi kasi ni yael sakin, sa totoo lang daw, nagkagusto daw sya sayo, kaya lang hindi sya nanligaw kasi hindi pa sya sigurado sa nararamdaman nya, kaya nga nagulat sya nung malaman nyang kayo na ni champoy..”
Nalungkot ako, honestly, pero isa yon sa mga nagpatibay ng pagmamahl ko kay champoy, mas minahal ko pa si champoy ng dahil sa nalaman ko..

Naging legal kami both side.. sobrang happy talaga..
Full of promises,, at naisip ko.. cguro nga talagang laan kami para sa isat isa..
Lahat ng friends ko botong boto samin at talagang masaya para samin..
Pero hindi ko inexpect na lahat ng happiness.. mawawala din..
Nakipagbreak sya, sinabi nya na hindi pa daw pla sya handa,
Hindi daw sya deserving para skin, wala daw syang kwentang bf, lagi lang daw nya ko sinasaktan at pinapaiyak..
Un ang first heart broken ko..
Sabi pa nya na mas maganda daw pala kung magkaybigan nalang kami..
Inisip ko yon, at sinabi ko.. oo nga mas maganda nga kung ganon nlang..
Pero sobra talaga kong nasaktan..

Lalo na ng malaman kong mahal pa nya si Iya,
After 2 months ng break up namin.. friends na ulit kami pro mahal ko pa sya, at sya din, lagi nyang sinasabi na mahal pa nya ko, at may feelings pa sya sakin..

Debut ng ate ng isa sa mga kabarkada namen, dapat 3 months na kami that time..
Natutuwa nga ako kasi kasama sa party na yon si yael at champoy..
Silang dalawa, makakasama ko…
Pero sa kasamaang palad, hindi natuloy si champoy..
Kasi nga gabi na at hindi na sya pinayagan..
Nakakalungkot.. kahit pa nandon sa party si yael…
Kulang pa din..
Pumasok kami sa simbahan before kami pumunta sa debut..
Bumili kasi yung kabarkada ko ng bouquet for his ate..
Nagpaalam ako na magdadasal sandali..
Sinundan ako ni yael..
Grabe.. wala maxadong tao.. as in parang kami lang sa loob..
Lumuhod ako..
Nasa upuan non si yael..
Nagdasal ako…
Pero wala na pala talaga akong feelings kay yael..
At lahat ng pagmamahal ko kay champoy nalang talaga..
Mas nalungkot ako kasi gusto ko ng kalimutan si champoy..
At kung pwede lang bumalik yung dati kong feelings kay yael..
Pero mahirap din pala.. naisip ko….
First day ng Foundation namin..
Battle of the Bands..
nagulat ako sa sinabi ni Champoy..
“I dedicate this song sa babaeng nagngangalang Iya ____”
Naiiyak na ko non dahil nung sinabi nya yon, lahat ng tao, imbis na kay iya tumingin, sakin tumingin.. hiyang hiya talaga ako..
At ang masakit pa don..
Ung kantang dinedicate nya .. which is PANALANGIN..
Ay ang kantang dinedicate kong kantahin nila nung xmas party..
Un ang kantang dedicate ko sa kanya..
Napakasakit para sakin..
Pagkatapos nilang kumanta, umiyak ako ng umiyak sa elementary building namin..
Nalaman un ng bestfriend kong sila Angelo at Cyrus..
Nagulat ako daladala na nila si champoy sakin..
Tumakbo ako sa 3rd floor ng building pero hinabol parin nya ko..
Hinawakan nya ko…
“bakit ka ba umiiyak?”
Hindi ako kumikibo..
“dahil ba sa sinabi ko, oo o hindi?”
“OO” sabi ko..
“hindi naman porke’t sinabi ko yon hindi na kita gusto..”
Gusto ko syang sampalin..
Pero alam kong wala akong karapatan.. dahil hindi na nga kami..
“aaminin ko, oo, may gusto pa ko sayo, mahal pa kita, pero talagang hindi pa ko ready magka gf..” “pwd naman tayo maging mag bestfriend diba?”
Pinagisipan ko yon.. ng sobra..

Pagkatapos ng foundation..
Pumunta ako Kayla Geraldine.. gf ni Cyrus..
Umiiyak ako sa kanya..
At nasasaktan pa din sa nangyare..
Awing awa din talaga ako sa sarili ko..
Pero.. ano pang magagawa ko..
Nangyari na.. nasabi na nya..
Kahit pa sinabi nya na parang wala lang din yung sinabi nya..
Napahiya parin ako sa buong iskwelahan namin..
Hindi man lang nya naisip ang salitang RESPETO..
Hindi na kami pero, ex nya pa din ako..
Sana nirespeto man lang nya..

3rd day ng Foundation namin..
Nagkasama kami sa SM.. pumayag na kong maging mag bestfriends kami..
Naisip ko, mas masaya kung magkaybigan lang kami.. oo, mahal ko pa si champoy.. pero nakakapanghinayang.. nawala sakin si yael, nawala din si champoy.. pero masaya na ko dahil parehas na silang kaybigan ko..

Hindi lahat ng love story, happily ever after.. T.T
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hay nkuh bad day!!!!
hey!!
       today was a pretty bad day....
 well the start .. let me see..i saw her .. she saw me .. then wat.. i know naman dat u r ignoring me ..(as always).. and i did say it to u wen i txtd u...she went insyd .. as i also did.. then wat... none .. i hv done evry thing to get u.. i dont know wat else i should do .. hay nkuh .. i mean wat do u want me to do b? name it .. and i swear by God i will do 4 u...i swear i swear i swear... i will do it ... just dont leave me like dat.. i dont know wether i should stop .. or i should not.. i have no idea y r u lyk dat to me... ,,,
the next issue is ... there is this guy in my claz rum hu really really bothered me .. i mean ... i got so freaking mad at him and he still kip teasing .. wat on earth is ur problm ha????
it is so so so so annoying speaking wid him...
best thing to do to u is to avoid u ...
dats it ... iam out..
bye
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hey!!
          well well well.. haha nothing much to say pero we are having a good day .. i had 2 quiz today in math and filipino.. i did good i think my score was kinda high hehehe. ahm
well as i speak ryt now ,,, we still got only 30 days be4 graduation weh..... lets just enjoy those 30 days .. shall we?! 
evry one around here is editing their blog ehehe .. except 4 dino .. hu is making so much noise tlga... as in so much.. hehehe ahm .. well well well..
i just wanted to know ... if wer all of u will be studying 4 the next year...
i got nothing more to say hehehe .. shyr.. luv yah poh... and Koh tnx poh.... un
bored na aq... hehehe got to go ...
byes c ya Smiley
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hey ...
          isnt it hard to find ur self a few days away form graduation and at the same tym filling hapi?!!
i mean u may fil hapi coz u r about to end all those hard working years of highskul life.. but dont u wish it will last a few more years so that u wont leave ur friends..
thats the problem ... we are may be 40 days or less be4 the graduation and after those 4o days or so.. i wontfind any of my friends that i used to have .. coz we will al be in our ways and diffrnt places .. nku its hard tlga.. i still dont know y i dont want to graduate ... but i guess evry thing have to end ... so as high skull life.. i just wish the best to my clzm8s .. sana our friendship will last kht after graduation.. love u all
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c ya byez Smiley
 
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wel my blog 4 today
hi....
       well this is my blog 4 today hehehe .. its is kinda intersting to use this site .. coz it allows me to read the thoughts of others ,, well well well ..
we are having a quite lovly day .. every thing is okay .. ahhhmmmm we are just done with our snack .. abd we are in the computer room ryt now.. hehehe after a while we will have our quiz in MAPEH.. i hope i do well...
hehehe on my sides are RJ and DJ .. funny isnt it hehehe.. ahmmm wat else....
we are done a while ago with our quiz in filipino and i got 14 out of 20.. not too bad 4 me any way noh?
hehehe since i dont understand tagalog any way.. hehehe
ahmmmmm sir is playing nice songs tlga .. hehehe
.. then wat?? i dont know na.. hehehe i think thats it 4 me.. hehehehe c ya byes Smiley
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Ladies and Gentelmen!..
                                     and night after our (awful silly) JS prom,,, i mean in my thinking it wasnt even worth the money we paid 4 .. nkuhh ... after doing all the program dat was supose to be done in that night .. we only had the chance to dance only 4 30min or so.... can u belive that.. after getting ready and wearing ur finest cloth u ever have and even go to fix ur hair and face ,, we only had a 30 min dance !!!...
its so corny isnt it?!
but the one thing nice about it is .. i had a chance to dance her.. she was so beautiful .. she was a 100% a very cute beautiful charming little lady.. she was my last dance .. and my 1st was ujin coz ujin was MRS SENIOR and i was (by mistake) MR senior..
hay ... i didnt have fun at all in that watever nyt.. i danced  only 3 persons that nyt.. meng ujin and her.. heheheh
well it l8 and i would like to slip ..
c ya Smiley
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well well well well well
hahaha hey...
welcome agen to my blog .. one thing i like about this website is that u can say watever u wanna say here freely w/o hiding wat u truly feel.. even if i had made this blog only becouse it was my projest in computer... but ryt now i am starting to like it here....well yesterday was the valentine ... its love day all over the world but for me i guess it was just a normal day.. with no gifts or words of love being said to any one ... but at least i discovered that being single is just perfect...hahaha
lets just plan our JS prom for tom... i wanna have Charmaine as my first dance.. and my last too.. i dont know y hehehe maybe coz i wanna get closer to her .. coz we never talk in claz hehehe .. ahm i still have to pick up my suit  for tom .. i already bought my shoe hehehe.. ahmmm
meng is sitting ryt behind me
hay tama na yan hehehe we still got to go to prctice in waterwood ryt now hehehe
c ya Smiley
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dear mindsay?
                      today is feb-13-07 Hmmmmmmm.. ooont day before the valentine and i hate days like that becouse one thing hehehehe spending too much money buying gifts weh,,, i wonder what will i buy haha and after i buy the gift how can i give it to her.. not to mention i dont really like seeing her these days for i am a bit angry at her HAy,,,,, we had our long test in math and eco ... hmmm mdjo hard pero ayos lang .. few days we will have our JS party naman eh... excited tlga aq..... hehehe
ahmmm me and dino had a boxing round a while ago hahaha and he is too strong u know and with a very very extremly strong punchs hahah but at least i didnt lose Smiley...
well i guess thats it hehehehe i had enough writing...
c ya
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hi...
       well well well well let me see.. ahmmmmmmmm how was my day today?! the answer?
pretty awful!!!and i am about to tell u y in a few min.. hay nkuh!!!!
WELL   our day started with a long test!! wow nkuh it wasnt dat hard pero it wasnt a good start 4 a day any way.. then..... hmmmmm after we were done with our longtests we had to go the gym 4 our JS dance ... dat was the worst part of my entier day.. coz we had to dance 4 so long until my legs really really hurts .. other than that i had to keep my eyes away from her.. i didnt want even to c her .. the idea of her kizzing another guy just drived me so freaking mad and upset and of course she didnt know any thing about it .. i guess she didnt know i was mad .. hayyyyyy and 4 my good information i wont bring her any thing 4 tom ... i want really to talk to her .. i wanna text her.. i wanna c her .. but it is just too hard to over come that idea of she kizzing another guy.. even if i am not her bf (which is true) i still feel i am mad or more likly upset about it ... hay i think i will just stay away from her .. coz i got no chance to her from the 1st place.. i will just save lotz of time and stop "dreaming of her"... i will shtill w8 to dance her in our JS party .. at least nothing is wrong with that ...
i am done here ... c ya

                                                                                                                       MEd Smiley
 
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hi...
       i dont know wat time is it ryt now.. haha but i am still online any way hehehe..
any ways ,, hmmmmm my day was so boring,, kanina bad mud and now .. heheh boring lng,,hahaha but i thinking of one thing ,, wat should i bring for my beloved lady in the love day?!!!
dats a veri gud question noh?!! Smiley,,,hmmmm i still dont know the answer haha.. but i think i will listen to ujin and buy her some thing equals to her value.. ( and i wonder wat that will be)
any ways i guess i am slipy... ahm be4 i slip... hehehe i played lymer and jaymark dota today ,,, hehe i bit them wehehehe. "jay no match k" hahah
okie nytz Smiley

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hi,,,,,
       its just a very boring evening 4 me.. hay nkuh.. its is saturday night.. i am editing my friendster and my blog here,, and 4 some how . i just seem to be so bad mood .. i can figure out y i am feeling so... but thats what i feel.. uhmmmmm. our JS party is after few days ,, and till now i cant seem to find any thing to wear,, and out long test is coming ahead ... well well well .. i dont know what to do about them.. .i just hate days like dat
.. may be coz i am not texting her.. may be coz i mizz her.. i dont know .. i just love this girl so much .. as in so much .. but i cant seem to have any chance to her.. even if i do lots of nonesense things to get her love.. its like hiting steel which will never break..
know wat.. i dont like to type any more..its almost 12 and i wanna go home..
nytz,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, c ya
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7/02/2007
hmmmmm. hehehe after classes me and other classm8s went to the internetshop.. we edited our blogs and then played dota.. haha we played aginst the 2nd year students and guess what?!.. we lost!!!! awuful!!
hehehe .. yan hehe then what?
we went home .. i studied 4 a while .. coz we had a quiz in math the next day(which is today) haha.
then i kept texting 4 the rest of the night ..
hmmmm what should i say.. hahah alam koh na...
mark loves ellaine.. jim loves harka.. louie loves jobelle.. dj loves paopy..lucky loves christine grace .. hahah yoko na .. i will leave my pc 4 jim na .. i think i am done here..
c ya .........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Smiley
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hey........
             wat should i say?!.. haha la lng.. ahmmm i think i may say my day was alryt. i had a good time in skul ( of course becouse i saw her Smiley..)hay
ahmm i think 4ht quarter will be hard .. and as 4 the latest .. its our js na.. hmmmmmm it is gonna be so cool this year heheheheh.
well it will be a nice thing to dance such a beautiful girl like her .. she is such a charming girl..
hmmmmm. what should i say more,
few month from now .. we will find our selfs out of high school life . its is such a sad thing saying good bye to my friends. i think that will be one of my sadest moments ...
i guess that will be it 4 today ..
i got to go home any way... c ya
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